There’s a lot of energy spent throughout ones day, just dealing with the every day parts of life; getting up, eating, showering, dressing, going to work, etc. The amount of it per day ebbs and flows, never the same at any one given point, or the same total sum per day either. Some moments weigh and cost nothing at all, while others take such a withdrawal out of you, that you’re left with not much else other then a weightless feeling of your own body. One single moment, at any given time, of any given day, can just leave you feeling weightless. Not numb or unfeeling, just … heavy as a feather falling on the breeze. Some people have larger reserves and others less, there’s erratic levels and stable as well. In all of those moments, take the same one and give it to two different persons, and both would end up with different views and reactions.
On and off, I’ve had a website on the Internet since around nineteen-ninety-seven, and from hand coded, to auto generated, there’s been quite a few iterations. Up until about 5 months or so ago, there was a previous blog hosted here, not much was said, seldom posts made, and eventually I just stopped paying for it, and it went away. There’s been an itching over the past few weeks to get a site re-started, at the very least start writing again, but push towards (and run past) a goal of pushing back into coding and some design.
But at the very least, I’ve got a spot to post up longer chunks of thoughts, on the random topics that stream in and out of my head, like bubbles popping in a can, making you think there’s an alien trying to communicate from another dimension.